One year, last Friday, Shaun was born into the world. All the emotions I felt this year are new to me. As I sat by him in NICU, I stared at this little alien being looking up at me with so much wonder. Selflessness was never taught to me. And I never bothered to learn. Before his birth. Way before his birth. The first time my eyes ever welled up with such emotion was the day I heard his heartbeat. I didn’t know how to react at that moment. I probably should’ve cried. I probably should’ve done a lot more than just cry. Instead, I just stood there. Feeling things. Feeling a warmth crawl over me. It’s the same way I felt when I…