To say it never crossed my mind would be a bold faced lie. But I never truly put much thought into it. I like to joke that my being alive was to spite those who disliked me. It’s a positive twist for such a morbid thought. I have never written a suicide letter, not even in the fictional sense. None of my characters have ever killed themselves, though several have toyed with the idea. Some have taken it further than I would have ever thought. And maybe that reflects something about me. On the other hand, I have written several love letters. Letters to those who knew, and letters to those who didn’t. Forming words verbally has never been my strongest suit. Putting it…